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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty

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Friday, September 18, 2009 ( 9:47 PM )

WOW-ed (:
today went by pretty well.
slack in th morning with cherylene,cianyuh,tasu & yuanxi at the toilet (which tasu claims thats its her house >_.
slack then clement wore cheryene's brand new LONG skirt ;)
hahas ; laugh die X)
& in the end english was like 10-15 mins only!
nvm then had chinese test! it was like O-MY-GOD! hell man!
but still i manage to sleep like for 40 mins ?!
okokays & recess.me & cherylene forgot our bags and left its in class 'cos th next lesson was physics which will be held in lab!so after recess door not open so slack in 3B then we're like O-SHYT!!
we're late for physics by 10 mins! >< d ="X" color="purple">

tags reply :

C : hahas okays lor after this i change lor! & FYI , me not IDIOT!
♥ :D

There's no avoiding it,opening my eyes first i check the phone by my pillow and let out a long sigh.

For awhile i try to remember pieces of what happened last night again and i sigh again.

What did i say,isn't it that i troubled you again.

Clinging to you,who isn't interested and just the memory of calling out 'i miss you' and your name that hurts.

If i could dust out my whole heart,even one piece of dust of the memory of you,a person like you is really only like a strong addiction.

Is something wrong with my head,is my heart drunk?

The place it stagger to - my world you live in.

I keep dailing just your phone number to apologize for last night.

I'm afraid you'll answer,i'm frightened.

I try to hang up and hesitating,i get brave,the one minute of waiting for your voice feels like one year.

I planned on just saying the words sorry and it won't happen again.

Are you busy on the other side of the phone,are you avoiding me,you just feel distant.

The sweet memories are cruelly spreading...

Through my whole body like a poison...

Driving me crazy.

It would be better if i couldn't remember it all,the day i met you and fell in love,all of it.

Though i get sick of doing all this again by myself

My head just remind me of you

My chest just wants to hold you

Not being able to take even one step away from you ,

what should i do?